welcome to our story!
our story
10.05.2018 friday
— our story started with the single comment you left on my post. our first talk started with me saying "might as well annoy you here because i can." i would never forget. the same day, we talked about how in love i am with smiles more than anything in this world. ah, you are already whipped for me that day. i know. until we talked about love, the sun, the moon, the stars and many other things the next days. we also have our ups and downs but it's mostly downs because of me. i thank the heavens and all the heavenly bodies for giving you the strength not to give up on me, i couldn't ask for more. fast forward to present, it's already our second month.
meeting you was the turning point and the greatest plot twist of my year, my dream. i kept thanking all the gods and goddesses for giving me someone like you, someone i can trust and love unconditionally, someone i know will take a good care of my heart. it is only the second but i really want to marry you now. ( this part is definitely not a part of the 'our story' but sure, bear with me. you love me. heh. )
i love you.
ken & arri
ken,
— i always ask the moon about you. asking her how do you manage to fight for me when i do nothing but hurt you. i don't know if i should complain or not because you are giving everything you can to me to the point you are almost forgetting yourself which is something i don't like to happen at all. but baby, i am grateful. i really am, i will always be. thank you for staying, ken ko. i really won't make this long since i am out of words when it comes to you.
i am sure you don't know this yet but whenever i look up at the sky and see the sun during the day, the moon and stars during the night, it always remind me of you. i always ask them to look after you whenever i am not around it's because i know they will do good on looking after you. if ever you feel sad and happy, just look at them and you will be reminded that someone is so goddamn in love with you and will stick by your side no matter what the circumstances are.
you deserve all the heavenly bodies in this universe just like everyone else. but most importantly, you deserve me the most.
sa walang tigil na pag-intindi at walang sama na pagma-mahal, ken ko, maraming salamat.
at sa mga susunod na araw, buwan, at taon, mahal, ipinapangako sayo na ikaw lang ang aking mamahalin.
arri.
happy second month, my love!
sunbabe,
— baby, you know i am not good with words like you but i am trying my best. happy second month, my love! i can't believe it's our second month already. you know what? my love for you didn't change, it grows bigger each day. knowing the fact that sleeping at night and waking up in the morning having you beside me, it is my daily reminder that i am still alive. you are the main reason why i stay, why i am here. i'm sorry for the times i hurt you unintentionally. i'm sorry for everything i've done wrong. please don't get tired of me, hm? i'm scared, i really am. don't leave me alone in this journey, okay?
december has been a rough month for the both of us but i am glad we are doing just fine. there are times that we argue about things or being sulky about stuffs but i am sure that is pretty normal in every relationships. this would sound very narcissistic but i am definitely very proud of myself for not giving up on you this month since you said you always feel sad every december. when you told me that you are happy the past few days, i couldn't help but to be happy as well. you know me, when ken is happy then arri is the happiest. if you don't know where to hold, hold onto me. i'm going to hold you so tight and pull you up.
i am looking forward to spend the rest of my days with you, sunbabe. i want to be with you, always. i want you to be my last, ken. i don't want to love anyone anymore except you. my heart and soul are yours, take care of them very well. i am giving you the full authority to take care of my well being because you know i will never do it.
i lack, baby, i know that. but i'm trying to be a better boyfriend for you. i really am trying. please watch over me. please keep in mind that i will not love anyone like this but you and only you. i will keep choosing you.
because at the end of the day, baby, i will always keep coming back to you. i will always keep coming home to you.
let's spend our remaining years together, my love.
until months turn into years.
moon boy.
Name: 승철
Nickname: Ken
Birthday: august 8, 1995
Name: 天使
Nickname: arri
birthday: october 4, 1995